Inspiring Stories

Inspiring stories of how artists have overcome fears in pursuit of their dreams while living their authentic lives free.

  • scale model of North point hotel condo retail buildings.
    Inspiring Stories

    News flash, You’re Never going to feel “Good Enough”

    This project is called North Point, these are hotel/condo/retail mixed-use projects. This is a master planning model of the entire site and surrounding city.

    I did this work back in 2003 when I spent the post 9 11 recession as a professional architectural model maker – that’s hand-built work for the young folks.

    Unfortunately, due to carelessness on my part caused by a lack of self-worth, I did not record any details about the project. 

    Funny right? 

    How our self-worth shows up in little ways, like devaluing our work so much that we fail to show it to ANYONE or to even document the details of such work. 


    It might sound hard to believe…
    Maybe, if this is your first time here, you’re thinking “yeah right! I can smell the fake modesty a mile away!” If not, then maybe looking at my work causes you to question “did she REALLY” make this?! Yes, I did.

    There’s so little I have documented through the years due to not seeing my worth, not wanting to be a show-off, feeling that if I did I  was “attention-seeking” which also meant I was bad.

     I force myself to dig up what little bits I can find and share those works now.

    Honestly – It’s the SCARIEST thing to me!

    The fear of being seen or drawing attention to myself is a “survival fear” that tells me “don’t ever stand out” 

    Small = safe. 

    BUT, yes yes there’s a but here – my lack of documentation is also because I love the process of creating so much that the end of a project is merely that, – the end. 


    Today I am being brave.

    Today I am giving you a part of me- my art. 

    Maybe it’s because I’m taking part in the Tony Robbins  “Comeback Challenge.” or maybe it’s because I’m tired of playing small!

    The things I want are BIG.

    Those dreams require that I step out of the shadows; into my spotlight to share my gifts & knowledge.

    They require me to take risks, in hopes that I can inspire even only one of you to be brave enough to be you too.

    You make you.

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  • Beethoven & Espresso
    Inspiring Stories

    Beethoven with a shot Espresso

    We’re always going to have someone out there who doubts us, who tells you you’re not good enough, who laughs and says you’re stupid for trying – sometimes that voice comes from inside of us; sometimes it comes from me.

    If we keep our eyes pointed to what’s ahead we’ll never see their words. When you stay focused you don’t hear them. 

    On my best days I believe wholeheartedly that I can make anything happen. This happens every morning actually -when I take that first sip of espresso! 

    By night, when energy is low so goes my mood and then self doubt creeps in. 

    I keep no secret of these struggles because I’m human, we’re all human and though we all have these doubts, we’re doing our best. Our best may not be what it was two years ago , or two minutes ago but it is our best right now in this moment.

    Today is a new day & there’s a new cup of espresso at my lips! 

    I’m ready to try for no other reason than to show up and give it my best !

    This is the call of the creative, we persevere , we build resilience, and even on our worst days we can say – at least I showed up. 

    You were born creative. Be brave, show us what’s inside of you. Keep making to make you.

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  • Is Art your Why? Discover your purpose
    Inspiring Stories

    Is art my why?

    Creative artists need design reviews, direction, & someone to authentically support their enthusiastic ideas.

    Before StudioMaek was a website, on Facebook, Twitter, or on Instagram it was a it was a practice. 

    2002 was the first year I started formally teaching and mentoring struggling artists. It happened naturally really; I loved testing and problem solving. It The more I helped, the more the passion grew as I built skills and gained knowledge that organically drew creative people to the studio – the studio that had no name. 

    Long before the days of Google Hangouts, Skype, Discord, & Facebook Messenger we had ICQ, E-mail, forums,  & Yahoo – Now I am really showing my age. Together, my husband and I ran an online artist website that grew to a community of over 30,000 digital & traditional artists. 

    After a day’s work at the office , then college – where I studied for my  B.Arch in architecture, followed by a 2 hrs commute in the Boston traffic , I’d settle in to my office at home. I was a  stereotypical artist with a smoke in one hand , mouse in the other and the steam from freshly brewed coffee bellowing from my desk top. As soon as Windows 95  finally booted up I’d start responding to messages.

    Creative people like you had questions, but mostly they needed reassurance.  Taking a puff of a cigarette, and a sip of coffee I’d begin answering e-mail  & IMs (I think the cool kids call a message a “DM” now but I can’t keep up.) 

    They’d contact me with the same  familiar subject line. Hey Mae “what do you think of this?” or with questions, “How do I do” X ? “What’s the best way to”…  or “Can you take a look at this?” 

    So why, if I’ve been mentoring creative people for 17 + years , has it taken me this long to open StudioMaek?

    The simple answer is – I didn’t know. Honestly, that’s it! 

    Sometimes we just don’t know what we don’t know. but when we know better we must DO

    – ya know?

    I’ve  read A LOT ! Books on organization, business, psychology, art, architecture, physiology , philosophy,  theology and thought provoking articles ranging from neuroplasticity & trauma to how plastic is made & why do we start wars; all with a mission to find the common threads to creativity, the mind, & why it is so important to the human experience. Ar first this was a mission to better understand me , but over time it evolved to something bigger, a way I could serve you. 

    From books like :  When the Body Says NO, The Gifts of Imperfection,The One Thing, Essentialism, & Wishcraft, and a long list of  other titles I can’t recall at this moment as my  fingers beat the keys, I learned about myself and how I can  best help you too . Dr. Gabor Mate’ helped me discover why we struggle so hard to be seen and Brene Brown taught me to step into the arena imperfectly, while Gary W. Keller and Jay Papasan opened my mind to the idea of  using design skills to organize my life. Greg McKeown gave me tools to identify my priority, but it was Barbara Sher who taught me how to find my why. 

    Barbara explains in the most layman language  the process of using reverse engineering to discover our unique purposes. After reading Wishcraft,  A book published over 40 years ago, I put pen to paper, and spent months identifying key moments in my life. reminiscing with full feeling in the memories that we feel like the truest, most authentic version of ourselves. Can you think of one now? A moment where you felt like you were the best you?

    When diving into long forgotten memories you’ll unearth buried parts of you.  When comparing your high “flow” days with your most joyous childhood memories, you’ll notice patterns. That’s what I did, and through that experience I arrived at the most shocking answer – it was you. . 

    I’d always thought it was art that drove me, creating something out of nothing , manifesting thought into tangible pieces of art ,but that’s not the whole story- that’s not what the data revealed.

    It was being in the arena cheering you on. No matter what love I hold for art, it’s being in with artists who make me feel alive.

    In those moments helping you shine your brightest is where I thrive.

    The feeling is like a day at the theater viewing a musical, but being the star.  Ideas come together effortlessly as I enter flow, spinning and dancing like Maria in “ The Sound of Music” feeling like I am on top of my own great hill. But, I’d not have had this Oprah “Ah-ha” moment if not for a bout of depression. 

    While I don’t encourage you to fall into a dark pit of despair,  I do encourage you to try the exercise to discover what the one thing is that makes you feel most alive and  then spend the rest of your life asking new questions.

    Is what you are doing right now in your career, with your family, in your relationships, and at  your home supporting your goals? 

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